Again the door has closed tight
I am left in a sullen dark space
Wound into myself through the night
Feeling alive, but so out of place
I wonder what new rooms will present
I wonder if love will find me in this maze
Any aid would help
Any map that is sent
Anything at all …
That could guide me through this phase
Perhaps if I numb my heart I’d see clearer
See the cracks of light piercing windows and doors
I can smell it, hear it, that which I seek is nearer
Tuck in thy heart which bleeds, trickles, pours
No door is closed forever
For they all have a key
My mind must remain clever
If ever I wish to be free

© Nicole Silvia